Self-talk happens in your conscious mind when your inner voice tells you its inner story. It is an internal monologue. Self-talk is the way you talk to yourself, also known as your inner voice. People use self-talk to interpret events, situations, and their own thoughts and feelings. There are several types of self-talk. One type of self-talk is an internal monologue. You are not talking to yourself, but to a specific person from your everyday life, who is not present in your consciousness, does not answer or react. He is present there only theoretically and virtually. This type of self-talk can be considered a preparatory conversation that you could theoretically have in the (near) future with a specific person or group of people, if the appropriate situation arises. During daytime waking, this running monologue provides a discussion of imagined life situations that could arise and your alternative responses. You feel as if you are preparing and discussing various scenarios and eventualities in this way so that the outcome of the conversation and subsequent developments in reality, with that person, will happen according to “your” intentions.
This can help you when you are preparing for a job interview, speech, presentation, for example, when you do not want to improvise and speak from the heart. Or you want to solve a problem with someone. Although it seems that this way you can plan in detail what you will say to someone in a situation when it occurs, this may not be the case. Such self-talk can happen of your own will, consciously, due to preparation for a specific situation.
Self-talk can also be provoked by the mental entities, and then it happens forcibly. It can also happen that entities will try to manipulate your will so that you do not wait for suitable circumstances to occur by themselves. They will try to manipulate you, so that you will call them on your own initiative. When this happens, their goal will be for you to convey to the person in question, both verbally and in deed, what the entities have prepared you for. The entities will then take credit for it and feel like they are living through you, because you acted according to their intent. They were pulling you around like a puppet on a string.
You do not have any specific conversation planned in which you would solve something with someone, and the Entities provoke self-talk in your consciousness. You can then, more or less as an “external” observer, watch how you solve some hypothetical situation inside yourself, through the process of “your” inner voice. It is something like a theoretical conversation with a known or unknown person. It may seem that such “preparation” is unnecessary, but it does not have to be so, because it can be initiated by your Spirit. From your self-talk, you will then be able to observe what the outcome can be, the content, and what it will lead to. Characteristics from your Shadow may enter the self-talk, and you will thus be able to observe what you have in it and how you (probably) behaved in your unknown past. You can reflect with the honesty and objectivity of an observer of yourself on what suits you and what does not. It may be tricky, because Entities are connected to your Shadow, and they are constantly snooping in your consciousness and watching what happens in your self-talk to find something they can grab onto. After all, they provoked your self-talk.
Entities can cause intentions, motivations, memories, words, and deeds from your Shadow to enter the content of your self-talk, “enriched” with the contribution of Entities that are connected to your Shadow. They want to insert their programmed “contribution” into it, and that is something that is not yours, but theirs. It is their evil intention, with which they will try to escalate the self-talk into an internal conflict, but then in the real situation, it may turn into a conflict with someone who is the partner in the discussion. The purpose of the Entities is to tyrannize you with the annoying emotional poisons of anger through your self-talk, and when you let them, they want to take away your energy. After emotional self-talk, you may then feel exhausted. Another reason for them is to “train” you with preparatory monologues, and when an appropriate real-life situation arises, the goal is for you to act according to their training.
This inner voice is felt in the center of the body, in the solar plexus area, between the third (solar) and fourth (heart) chakras. It is not a mental voice in your head, or a cycle of thoughts. You feel like there is someone else inside you, who is pretending that it is you and it feels like you are talking to yourself, and to some extent, it is. It is in a way your provoked voice from the past, manifested into the present. It may refer to your (long) past deed. It comes from your Shadow and is therefore emitted from the vicinity of your third chakra, which is also a representative of the Ego.
Self-talk is specific and precisely communicated because you “hear” your own voice inside you. Its weaker, chaotic variant is a thought vortex, when frantic thoughts on some topic race through your head until you “steam out of your head”. You mentally discuss a conflict situation with someone. It happens without you wanting it or consciously calling it in. It simply comes, just as self-talk comes without your doing anything. It does not come on its own because the Entities are poking your Shadow with their magical tools in a way that provokes it. They want to hear its contents because they are counting on learning about your attitudes, plans, and future decisions regarding your interaction, typically with some dark person in your life. They want to drag you into a situation with a potentially negative fallout that the Entities could exploit so that they can then brag to the Devil about what they have gotten you into. If you don’t jump on it, the Entities then rage, “Again, I haven’t achieved anything. What am I going to tell him now, Moh Op…”. Moh Op is their superior archdevil who drives them to try to get into a person and lead them down a wrong path that has the potential to initiate further escalating events so that they can drag the person’s soul into negativity and suffering.
In important life situations, the karmic elements of your Shadow can cause you to repeat them. To repeat your deeds from the past. Moreover, if you perform your deed according to the Shadow and drive it under the strong impact of the emotional influence of the Entities, it may happen that they gain a certain power over you and will act through you in a real situation; especially if you are already prepared for such a thing. If you use the words and deeds suggested by the Entities, then in a real situation they can bring into you a strong negative emotion – anger, fury, amok, and this is something like partial possession – it can escalate into a dangerous, dramatic, or even tragic situation.
You can stop negative self-talk by becoming aware of it and challenging these thought-word suggestions from your Shadow Entities and either replacing them with your own more positive versions or silencing them. Simply start engaging in another activity that will occupy your mental space.
Self-talk can be cheerful, ironic, absurd, abstract, aggressive, arrogant, funny, supportive, normal, critical, destructive, negative, or self-destructive. When you get sucked into this sophisticated self-talk and get carried away by the emotions that the astral Orion striga is trying to conjure up in you, you start to feel exhausted and that’s when it’s really high time to stop. The entities start to drain your energy and the real action hasn’t even started yet, because this was just a theoretical rhetorical preparatory episode, sometimes also connected with the visualization of the action.
The curse of self-talk provokes. As if someone in a (television) debate called on you to give your opinion, suggestion, or position on a topic. As if an invisible, inaudible voice asked you something, even if you don’t even think about it, and then you answer a theoretical listener’s question on a topic. An audience of mental entities is watching you. This way, the (Dark) Spirit can better grasp your perception of what you are thinking and where you are headed.
This case of soliloquy is not one in which a person talks to himself. According to psychiatry, soliloquy is a manifestation of schizophrenia or another mental disorder. Soliloquy is not telepathy, because the other participant in such a conversation does not respond and (apparently) does not even hear him, but it may have certain influence on him. Such a virtual debate partner existing in the physical world, although currently physically absent, may be affected by subtle gusts of mental-astral energies even at a distance. Not everyone has such an ability.
It is a curse of the Entities, which provoke the consciousness of a person who is conducting a theoretical monologue with someone else. This happens only through thought voices. Based on what is mentioned in the conversation, the Entities find out what the person’s opinion is, what he would probably do in communication with another person, how he would react and act. They use this either to prepare their scenario for further action. The Entities may, for example, find out whether he will accept proposals of the self-talk and whether he will curse the person in question with anger in his mind. If yes, then this agreement prepares a portal, through which the Entities will inflict strong emotions and feelings on him in a real situation with the person in question, in order to control him and drag him into conflict or even crime; they want him to put his energy into the curse and to agree with the intention of the scenario prepared in the self-talk. They use the human Ego, which may behave in this way.
Internal monologue is a program of the primordial Matrix. In order for someone to be able to tap into human consciousness, they had to free themselves from the Self to some extent. Soliloquy may also be understood as a kind of educational program that allows a person to get acquainted with its Shadow and possibly find out what kind of Entity is connected to its consciousness. The Shadow is the one/that who/what in the program speaks in such a way as if it were you yourself. It is something like a virtual simulation trainer in which you are mainly the observer and partially the actor. Something inside you speaks to someone else and feels emotions in connection with it, and it is your Shadow, trying to express itself through your current Self. You can then, as an independent observer, take a position on the intentions and words of your Shadow. Over time, you will be able to watch how the verbal reactions of your Shadow develop and what has changed.
It is better to free yourself from self-talk and not let it guide you. It is better to ignore or silence your inner voice and in reality to follow your best conscience and knowledge. This inner voice may manifest something from your Shadow, from your distant past from past lives – but it could be some small thing and the Entities have diabolically exaggerated it, or you have long since gotten rid of the bad deed, you have already processed it, because you have already recognized it sufficiently, or the Entities have invented it and are pretending with your voice that you are saying it yourself. It is a diabolically insidious program. Who knows what they have programmed into the curse of self-talk. As you can see, you cannot fully trust even the inner voice that pretends to be your own.