Black Widow’s Kiss

Black Widows have multiplied here. Not today, not yesterday, but it took millennia for them to gradually settle here for good. The Black Widow is a poisonous spider. Females sometimes kill and eat their partner counterparts after mating, and it is this behavior that gave them such a characteristic name. The Black Widow is a metaphor for a woman; that is at the level of a god’s hierarchy beside her other names known as the goddess Ninhursag, in the higher realms she is known also as ON Nemesis, who through her earthly women, due to their active portals of Porn Satan, robs men of the energy of Grace and thereby gradually destroys them, if they let themselves be and if they don’t come to know what such relationships are about.

The “Black Widow Spider” godess Ninhursag has many earthly female followers here, who once accepted her as their “spiritual” leader, goddess, protector, and instructor. Ninhursag is their archetypal model, which means that even though she is not physically present here on Earth, a large number of women and even some men carry out her intentions for her. ON metaphorically depicts her as a venomous Black Widow spider, as a symbol of a great deal of opposition to ON. Ninhursag is connected through extraordinary portals of Porn Satan to the Fallen Angels and other Anunnaki gods, especially with the leading Anunnaki god Enki. Her female earthly followers, maids, slaves, prostitutes, and witches also have something of the Black Widow spider archetype and are also connected to them. It is a spider’s web in which all the threads are interconnected.

The Black Widow is all black, and the symbol in the shape of an hourglass, located on her back, is of the red colour. An analogy to this metaphorical representation can also be an orange-black hornet or a ladybug of a red or orange colour with black dots. The red color is symbolic of the first chakra, symbolizing, among other things, physical sexuality. The black color does not appear in the higher color spectrum of the rainbow (chakras), but it is available on the lower levels. It symbolizes Death, Darkness, and Emptiness of Vanity. Although the ladybug has the image of a nice, pleasant insect, but some of these species bite and contain toxins. Red and black are in the color of the ladybug in the opposite ratio, as in the Black Widow. The ladybug (ladybird) beetle is translated into several languages as the “Virgin Mary Beetle”. The Virgin Mary is an avatar of Ninhursag, the mother of Ninurta (Jesus). This is how knowledge is combined into a whole, little by little, like all the rivers of the world merging into one ocean. The hints of the Great Whisperer are everywhere; whoever wants can find them and put the puzzle together so that the resulting picture makes sense to him. He must think and want, not grumble and curse at others who point out other aspects of the Truth than those generally available in the main information channel of his own consciousness anchored in the Ego, which is often more or less a sewer where various garbage is found.

The Black Widow releases poison into her victim. She is a metaphorical representation of the entities of Satan, who are filled with an excess of their own hatred. They cannot live with their emotional toxins and therefore feel the need to release them into others, into people. They penetrate their system, impale themselves on their astral, emotional, and mental bodies at their lowest levels, and release their mental intention into them, accompanied by the energies of their negative rotten thought feelings and low emotions. They act through their human helpers and avatars, using them as portals to influence other people.

Portals are different; their effects are also different. The Black Widow’s earthly assistants are females with astral portals placed in their bodies. Once upon a time, they betrayed their original mission, or rather fulfilled it in its opposite essence, and so they became helpers to the opposite of ON (Ninhursag and Enki).

The intention of entities and people is essential here. According to surveys, it was found that 40% of women are more aggressive than the average man, which may also represent their need to release “their” toxins of hatred, fear, or the energy of their own negative experiences and unfulfilled desires into others. Men are more aggressive physically, but women’s aggression is often passive, indirect, hidden, and highly refined.

When someone refuses to look at their own Self and looks for fault only in others, when they do not want to properly process their past evild deeds, then they are just digging into others. When the Black Widow’s stinging takes effect, when she manages to scratch the outer shell of the astral body of her counterpart/partner, she lets her poison into it to get rid of it. The poison can also be gotten rid of by knowing their own Self, but such people are no longer able to do that, because they have fallen too deep and their Egos are so overgrown with Entities, that they do not see themselves. They are constantly immersed in the gloom of darkness, where things are displayed differently, the Shadows manifest there as an illusion of unreal reality. Such a black entity, in this treatise it is the female Black Widow, lets “their” negative emotional poison into their counterpart, into their man. Poison sometimes appears outwardly as loving energy, and can be perceived that way because, like many other things, the perception of the feelings’ energies is in this Matrix often reversed by programming, and when not enough attention is paid to them, then they are superficially felt in the opposite way.

“They are mine and must do what I ask of them” — Ninhursag

The Black Widow Ninhursag essentially controls her earthly female companions; at least she tries to. In the past, they have had accepted her advice and teachings many times; they liked them, because she offered them what they wanted. They accepted them, and so they were implanted in their system in the form of firm beliefs. When you firmly accept someone’s beliefs as your own, after a while, you begin to act like them and become essentially their clone. Beliefs also form connections, attachments, and portals for energy transfer. Ninhursag’s (female) assistants are so intertwined with her that she occasionally thinks with their minds, speaks with their mouths, and acts through their bodies. However, not always and constantly; this happens mainly in important situations that concern the aforementioned beliefs; for example, when it comes to concluding and continuing a relationship with the man, from whom the tantric female is supposed to draw energy through their intimate intercourse, or when it comes to cases where a woman wants to enslave her partner so that he acts according to her will and provides her with his energy in other ways. Ninhursag herself is not that interested in other situations in relation to her female servant. 

The Black Widow’s consciousness is filled with the chaos of Satan, and that is how it manifests itself – confusingly and contradictory. The Black Widow shows her partner love on the outside, by words and deeds, and then, when the right situation arises, she will emotionally dig into him in various ways, stabbing him, thereby betraying the essence of the relationship and destroying its original meaning. So when a woman – the Black Widow – digs into her partner with evil (un)conscious intent and injects (her) emotional poison of (her) astral-mental entity through the wound, which controls and dominates her behavior, it is also a sign of her own coloration. When this digging happens once, it will probably attract the partner’s attention because the digging hurts. The second time, it is confirmation, and the third time, it is indisputable proof that something is completely wrong. On the other hand, there are also karmic memories of the man from his relationship with the Black Widow in past lives, which remind him with emotional pricks that this has happened to him many times in the distant past, with the same partner. The past repeats itself until it is sufficiently realized and processed, and the man’s relationship with the Black Widow is no exception here.

So on the one hand, Ninhursag, through the person of an earthly woman, both wants and does not want her partner. She does something to maintain the relationship and at the same time does seemingly small things, but in reality important, to destroy the relationship. In our culture, this is often justified by the general assessment “that’s how women are”, but when we look below the surface, it would be more true to say “that’s the Chaos of Satan”, hiding in the depths of the female partner’s soul. If life circumstances become acute, ignoring such stimuli can lead to emotional tension, betrayal, drama, tragedy, and death. Once a female (or a male) is under influence of Dark forces, we can be never sure, when will they talk her into injecting real poison into her husband’s glass of wine.

Ninhursag is not omnipotent, and not everything goes her way. Her female servants also have strong egos, and when the Ego orders them, they may act a bit differently to her will and may ruin her plans. However, Ninhursag’s plans are not as planned as it might seem because, on one hand, she wants her earthly helper to maintain her relationship so that she can draw energy from it, but on the other hand, she hibernates in a state of a black negative emotional state of hatred towards men. In addition to her mental intentions, she points toxins of hatred through the woman’s system into her man. These then manifest in the form of her digging and treacherous acts towards the man, thus destroying the relationship at the same time. Although the woman physically does it, but in reality, she may not even know why she is actually doing it. She cannot realize it and probably even does not want to. This is not an excuse for the woman; it is just an explanation. If someone voluntarily joins the army because it will give them benefits and then, under orders, they are forced to torture and murder civilians, that is their problem and the problem of the command. After a while, the soldier may become numb, and torture will become a routine for him. Or the soldier may decide to leave the army and terminate his contract (if possible), or desert. Then they will be hunted for a while, but that is the way it is: big decisions have consequences.

Ninhursag also has certain access to the man’s consciousness, because the astral portals of connection through intimate intercourse ensure that the dark energies stored in the woman’s “sacred womb”, from Ninhursag and from her former (dark) partners, whom the woman keeps in her sentimental memory and does not intend to give up, reach the man’s consciousness. Ninhursag’s intention is black revenge, which when she carries out through the woman on her man, consumes him emotionally and energetically. Her energies weaken her man and gradually weaken his will and he is then getting under controll of the Dark forces.

The ideological mind of Enki is behind this plot, more precisely it is mind of the Devil, represented by Archangel Samael in this case. But he can have other names too. The system of the energy transfer is based of Enki’s curses, it is programming of the portals to crooked transfer of the energy of Grace. Enki’s intention, who is mostly connected to Ninhursag, is also revenge, but it is mostly an envy and hate, but especially the need to rob the man of his love “energy” of Grace towards the Black Widow. The intentions are often contradictory and mutually exclusive.

“I get energy from it, the Matrix will make us feel like we are on ON and then it works in our favor… and then we can do whatever we want with the ON that are there.” — Enki

The love of the Light Ones towards the Dark Ones, whether female-male or male-female sequence, on a global level means that ON (Light) loves Satan (Mad Darkness). On the Matrix level, this state causes the Darkness to receive energy, which the Matrix then uses against the Light Ones, but also against the Dark people, to tyrannize, enslave, and destroy them. This is manifested on an individual but also on a global social level. The extent of the damage is immeasurable, and the impact on earthly events and lives is enormous. The highest principle of the Universe is abused to fulfil the deviant intentions of Dark forces in general.

The Tantric Black Widow plays a gambit with the devil, and her husband’s life is at stake. A gambit is the opening part of a chess game in which a player sacrifices material (most often a pawn) to gain some advantage – for example, a head start in the development of the pieces’ position, or an attack on the opponent’s king. The Black Widow works for the Devil and takes energy from practically every man who has even a little. The man thus becomes the Devil’s unwitting sponsor, and the accompanying phenomenon is that the woman – the Black Widow takes away from her man his love “energy”, which flows through her and is directed (also) to her ex-partner, who updated the program/chip – the astral implant in her body, in the actual life during their intimate intercourse. The energy then flows to the one by whom it was initially implanted in her. That was a fallen Angel, Azazel – Enki, one of the gods, devils, astral beings, or manifested Grey aliens.

The chip (implant) update is valid for the current life. The female servant of Ninhursag has to show her will, she has to confirm in some way, that she is ready to continue her service to act again as energy harvester for fallen gods. Purpose of the update is to invite a woman to confirm her commitment, her promise, through intimate intercourse with a man, that is servant of Enki. The man – servant of Enki will show up in the right time, because this is part of the fate managed by the wheel of karma, that is abused by the fallen gods. The relationship between female – servant of Ninhursag and man – servant of Enki may start and their intimate intercourse will renew the implant of the Portal of Porn of Satan in the “sacred womb” of the woman. Then she may end up or freeze this relationship and she can start the new relationships, to harvest the energy from her next partners.

Servant of Ninhursag made once a promise to one of the Devils, in exchange for her energy harvesting services she will obtain the witchcraft abilities and undeservedly pleasant lives. The more of such intimate intercourses she has behind, the greater is the flow of the portal for the withdrawal of energies from the man. Each next dark partner will then contribute to the updating and strengthening of her portals.

When an updated implanted woman – the Black Widow – enters into a relationship with a (Light) man in her current life, she will take away his energy. If it is a Dark man, he will strengthen her portals. Portals of Porn of Satan are in her astral body always alert from the ancient times, when they were long and massively amplified by her sacred prostitution in the temples of the goddess Ishtar. The only thing that can deactivate the portals of Porn Satan is the full conscious fulfillment of what is the primary mission of the woman’s soul: true loving attitude as love in its primary essence, with acquiring the (creative) knowledge of her Shadow and settling up with ON. But the Black Widow is not a novice and it was long ago, since she has given up the primary mission of her soul, by fulfilling it in a dark, fallen, deformed form deprived of ON; and she has always confirmed this state in her current life. For many periods she was actively engaged in sacred prostitution and magic, because she probably thought that as a priestess in the temples of Ishtar, she was performing meritorious work for the gods and at the same time it was extremely pleasant for her, it gave her a sense of power, grandeur, and wisdom. Those gods are devils and for them she performed what she herself once pledged to the Devil to do, in order to get what she wanted. She was a servant of the gods/Devil and in certain sense, many women are still proud of it today.

When someone tells the Black Widow’s helper something about own feelings and point out her faulty behavior (according to your clear, logically justifiable, and analytical vision), then she may immediately accuse him of a lack of love, telling that thinking is useless, that only the heart and love are the true measure. These are prepared and programmed manipulations of gods. However, perceived love is often mostly just energetic feeling that pretend to be love. The curse program flips the switch of the perception of the energetic feeling of the heart, so that the rusty feeling of dislike is perceived as a feeling of love. However, someone could consciously perceive it and contemplate it internally, and not immediately succumb to it, like a mad horse that runs when it is shown the cube of unhealthy, refined white sugar, which ultimately leaves an unpleasant sweetness in the mouth, bordering on sourness.

When the Black Widow’s female helper receives knowledge in the form of dreams, interpretations from a fortune teller, or someone empowered, she listens to them superficially and then rejects them because “well, I definitely wasn’t like that…” and she doesn’t want to recognize her behavior or correct it. All that stories from the distant past, distant karmic causes are to some extent questionable, because they are mostly dream stories that do not have sufficient frequency, intensity, and penetration, or they are intuitive – channeling sensations that do not have direct evidentiary value. The only thing that is obvious and memorable are memories from the current life, in which she updated her ancient deeds, accepted her Shadow as her valid Self, and renewed her commitments to the Darkness. These might be considered as real evidences. A woman could (if she really wanted to) connect it, analyze it, supplement it with dream stories, and thus reconstruct the deeds of her past. However, this is not a priority for her, because she always has something more important to do; and finally, she is not even capable of it, because the Black Widow Ninhursag, residing in the darkness of her Shadow, is at work in her consciousness. She has wrapped her consciousness in her spider webs and thus holds her captive. This is the harsh truth about many relationships. Black Widows have multiplied here, in various forms, colors, in female and male forms.

The initiated (tantric) dark men are either intermediary agents or direct assistants of Enki. The closer they are to him, the higher the effectiveness of the implantation of the Satan’s Portal. The god Enki was a direct perverted participant and creator of Hieros Gamos, and for a long time he has been watching them from the darkness of the underworld, drooling and to some extent controlling them.

Hieros gamos means “sacred marriage” or “cosmic marriage”, it is an ancient, often ritualized, sexual union between deities or their human representatives (such as a king and high priestess), symbolizing the fertile coupling of opposites like heaven and earth to ensure prosperity and cosmic balance. The energy of grace stolen from people really brought prosperity, but to the gods and not to people. Crooked meaning of the cosmic balance is even more eye-catching, because people due to their work and creativity had amounts of the energy of Grace and gods had nothing, because they have spent all for their hunt for power and pleaseures. So the ancient term “Hieros gamos” means nothing less, than the system of robbing the energy of Grace from people to the fallen gods and the Devil.

Male and female human helpers of these fallen gods play unspeakable role in the system of the energy transfers from people to the gods. Gods then used this energy to program the Matrix in order to bring tyrrany to the mankind, influence their minds and emotions and by this they create conflicts, wars and death.

Hieros gamos is the term of the doublespeak language. Doublespeak is not a modern invention, it was used in the ancient times too. Doublespeak is a language deliberately constructed to disguise or distort its actual meaning. It is not a simple lie, because doublespeak often avoids a direct falsehood, while carefully selecting words to lead the listener away from the truth, or to make an unpleasant reality to be seemingly tolerable.

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