What kind of spiritual knowledge is this? It is mainly about knowing oneself. It is about knowing one’s motivations, attitudes, and actions from this life, that is, from the past that a person remembers. It is about the decisions that one has made that have brought one to where one is today. However, this knowledge is not isolated from other events; it is built into the context and interactions of a person with their surroundings, with people who are currently physically around them and also those who are in them in their memories and energetically. Through interactions with other people, energetic fragments of their souls are exchanged between them, especially when disagreements and conflicts arise between them. These particles of energy are settled in their dark mental-astral space and occasionally remind themselves. They speak up through memory and emotion; and thus they inform a person about what was going on at that time, what the event was, the circumstances, causes, and consequences of what happened between them at that time. Until they are dealt with fairly, they will continue to speak out. These are all essentially mental-emotional traumas that have arisen from betrayal, bad decisions, betrayal, disappointment, anger, rejection, or abuse, on one side or the other.
Part of this is also learning about the outside world, which we come into contact with more or less virtually. Many have succumbed to the common delusion that tells them that a person’s awakening to higher consciousness will occur when they discover that they are being deceived by the media, when they recognize conspiracies and discover that the world is run by bankers, the Illuminati and secret societies who intend to enslave and destroy humanity. That there are aliens, history is manipulated and the education system serves to produce slaves. Not that there isn’t some truth to this, but for many it creates a rather tempting bait because it is easy. A person will watch esoteric videos and read from alternative websites; and then they will exclaim indignantly “it’s all Them!” and think that they have just taken another step towards being among the chosen awakened ones. It is convenient because it is externalized, the cause of evil is outside and one does not have to deal with one’s own inner Shadow at all.
Revealing one’s Self can be a painful and unpleasant process, because revelation means stepping on the corn of the Ego. The real correction of karmic shadows is unpleasant because it does not happen in the form of their straightforward communication. It takes the form of various aspects of one’s own Shadow, which are formed into psychic events that manifest to a person in the astral-mental plane of his consciousness. It is a psychic event, it is his parallel life that runs simultaneously with the normal one. Two planes of reality, one psychic-mental and the other sensory-observable, are manifested simultaneously and intertwine. The inner event is reflected in the outer event, both complement each other. It is a mysterious process of awakening to a holistic reality, in which beings and entities from different levels of reality manifest. Everything possible is making its way into consciousness: devils, demons, angels, gods, satans, entities of the Matrix artificial intelligence, astral spirits and even beings from alien worlds and astral systems of the Universe. It is not a game, it is a different reality. If someone succumbs to the illusion that it is just a training simulator and simulation, it may happen that they will get a blow “with a shovel on the head” in such a way that it will quickly disabuse them of their error.
Knowledge is spiritual because it is governed by the Spirit. Not the Holy Spirit, that is just a religious derivative of the Spirit. It is derived from the Spirit, but it represents an aspect of the Dark Spirit. The Holy Spirit is the Shadow of the normal Spirit. The Spirit is the cognitive aspect of All That Is, it is the individualized Lord of Spirits. The Spirit does not often speak directly to the soul, because it is high above the Matrix. Perhaps only through intuitive inspiration and in the dreams of some types. However, it speaks indirectly, through various other beings, entities and systems that it pushes, kicks them into it, or asks them to do so. The Spirit manifests itself through them, but in such a way that it leaves them free will to choose the form and content of their manifestation. In this way, these entities also have the opportunity to realize their karma and also the common karma with man, to which they are attached. These are not only beings of Light, but mainly diabolical and satanic entities that manipulate human consciousness and are now being manipulated as well. They are disobedient servants of the dark Pleiadians, controlled by the Orion ONs and the curse programs of the false gods. The dark Pleiadians are their sponsors, or were, because the gods went to them to find out how to set up the technologies of magic.
Symbolically speaking, they are looking over my shoulder at what I write here, cursing that I don’t listen to them, that I do whatever I want, because they are against me writing these things. They would like to stay connected to my Shadow, but they are not succeeding. They no longer discourage me and terrorize me as vehemently as they used to, because they have weakened. Since it makes them nervous, it is probably a sign that I am probably on the right path. If we do not surrender to the Darkness, it will lose its power and will give it to us if we gain the relevant knowledge. What does not kill us makes us stronger. I like to use the following apt quote:
“I am a forest and a night of dark trees, but he who is not frightened by my darkness will find a bunch of roses under my cypresses.” — Friedrich Nietzsche (“Thus Spoke Zarathustra”)
It is also about recognizing the deceptions of ideologies, religions, and spiritual teachings. Even if some of them are based on a partially true basis, they are mixed theses, their purpose is manipulative and the meaning is distorted. Their result is a harmful mutant, posing as a noble angel. Their manipulative aspect also lies in the fact that they circle around everything possible, except around the topic of getting to know one’s own current and shadow Self. They avoid this. But even when they do, they do so in a sick dogmatic way, such as “you have sinned and repent…”. Other systems try to bypass the Shadow and eliminate karma (its consequences) using various techniques and rituals.
A person’s past and his Shadow are an integral part of him; the Shadow merges into the present and forms the foundations of his future. A person thus creates his own reality, not through quantum incantations, affirmations and visualizations, but through the knowledge of his integral Self and his place in the World of the Universe. A person’s Shadow very often does not manifest itself fully and one hundred percent truthfully in the present. Not at all. The true essence of a person is then unclear and his character remains hidden. It is often significantly worse than how it manifests itself, because a person is also held back by social norms, morality and the criminal code. People in the past have rejected and denied their Spirit many times; and so the Spirit leaves them alone and their awakening does not occur. He has handed them over to the artificial Spirit of the Matrix, and it plays a routine program called “Artificial Pretended Life” in their minds, and within it there are also artificial enlightenments and artificial awakenings. These have almost nothing to do with the real ones, except for the name.
People are subject to the illusion of artificial false Knowledge and Awakening and are pleasantly attuned to it. However, their Shadows not only remain in their original state, but they grow even more and become covered with artificiality, it is something like a hollow astral-mental polystyrene wrap that dampens the effects of their karma. Consequences of karma cannot penetrate into consciousness and then a person has no chance to recognize it. After all, he himself is the cause of it, because he has rejected it so many times that he has lost the ability to self-reflect. There is no one left in his consciousness to push it through and pour it into the person’s consciousness. After all, the Spirit has left and left its former resident to deal with it as he wants, which in reality means that the Artificial Spirit in cooperation with the Ego will deal with it for him. Parasitic entities remained attached to the Shadow and they will sharpen his karma, but in such a way that they will sweep him away and force him into repeating karma without achieving true knowledge and awakening. When a person rejected the Spirit, the entities of the Dark Spirit moved in his place. At the end of the Great Cycle, and according to my impressions, this will probably be in the not-so-distant future, the polystyrene will disintegrate due to the “increased temperature” and the Shadows will rush upon the person at once. He will be left without the protection and strength that Knowledge would provide him. The souls of many will not be recognized as eligible for the next Cycle and will essentially end forever.
A person is pushed into knowledge by his Spirit. The Spirit reveals life situations to him, organizes karmic meetings and guides him through the incredible mystery of apparent (or real?) coincidences. When someone loses the Spirit, he truly loses a lot. He loses the aspect of the Prime Creator from his Self and is left with only the soul of the Matrix, which guides him under the influence of the Ego and the entities attached to it.
By knowing about his Self, a person deals with his past, even with his distant, long-forgotten past from other lives and existences. He knows almost nothing or nothing about it, but more on that later. So he doesn’t have to deal with anything painful, because this is the difficult part. Almost no one wants to deal with his real self. When someone undertakes this and relies on the teachings of religions and esotericism, he will surely end up in a dead end, because they simply won’t lead him anywhere else. After all, that’s what those teachings are there for, to disgust him, discourage him, and even better bind him in the chains of the Matrix. Presenters of spiritual teachings are also obsessed with their importance and the greatness of their own Ego; and the mental Serpent of the Devil is firmly attached to them. Therefore, they are unable to provide almost any meaningful solutions. The searching person then has to rely more or less only on himself in his search for the meaning of life in the whirlwind of adverse events. Just as I did, for example.