“The Soul is a mimic of the mixture of the Ego (Shadow) and the Primal Man.” — Metatron
The Primal Man is someone like the Lord of Spirits, the highest human being, who descended from the upper heavens and prophesied itself on the earthly plane in the souls of the Many. The Lord of Spirits gave the souls his Spirits so that through them he could express himself and recognize the Creation in its various forms. The Primal Man is not a primitive ape; this one is just one of his means of expression at a certain stage of development. The Lord of Spirits was crookedly imitated by the low dark gods who entered human souls through the mental entities/programs of their curses and possessing them with the astral spirits. They gave humans their “spirit”, but with a different intention: so that they could sickly indulge in their power over people and give people the “knowledge” of endless suffering and futility, instead of the real knowledge of the Truth.
Primal man is like an illusionist who, in front of an audience, was chained, placed in a steel cage, and thrown into the murky waters of the River Thames. Deep below the surface, he freed himself from his chains and managed to get out of the river to get back onto the stage through a hidden tunnel. To do this, he must have had intuitive perception and prior knowledge, which allowed him to know by the touch even in the murky water, what to do to free himself from his shackles. On the way back to the stage, he changed into dry clothes… but ugh, he could have drowned in the river if his strenuous trick had not worked. The illusionist uses various tricks to impress the audience, but the human soul is at its life for fully real. Life is like a training simulator, but it can also be a boot camp, when a person clumsily crawls under barbed wire in a field as close to the ground as possible, because real bullets from his enemies, both earthly and „heavenly“, fly above his head. The greatest enemies of people are often precisely those, whom (many) people celebrate the most, and these are false gods, in all their shapes and forms, including those of the human faces.
Barbed wire, chains, and cages are the phenomena of the Matrix. They are the hoops of what a person has not recognized and revealed about himself and other beings and aspects of life; they are the bonds of beliefs and illusions about his own Self, part of which is the Ego and his own Shadow, consisting of past failures and (ancient) dark deeds. It also includes dark entities/beings connected to the person’s subconscious. It is similar to when someone is a member of the mafia. To a person from the outside this represents not only an individual criminal but also the embodiment of the entire mafia organization, with which he is connected and of which he is a part. You cannot leave the mafia just like that. Its member may get lost somewhere, go to distant countries, but the mafia will search for him and will either want to get rid of him for good so that he cannot testify against them, or the Black Hand will want to drag him back into its criminal networks.
The original initial man is above the Matrix, and the Ego/Shadow is part of the man in the Matrix. Man can get rid of this only through getting the knowledge and cognition. If he succeeds in this and gets rid of this burdens, his soul will become again the original man that it was long ago at the beginning of its journey through many lives. The consciousness of the original man will rise above the Matrix, with all that goes with it; it will be a soul enriched with cognition that will be permanently imprinted in its genetic code.
The Ego is the identifier of a person in the Matrix. It is his ID, an account number, on which, like in a balance sheet in double-entry bookkeeping, his dark deeds are recorded, which he has done during his existence under the guidance of Ego. At a much higher level of the Grace, the knowledge gained is recorded, but not as “good deeds”, but rather as beneficial evolutionary changes in the etheric DNA of the soul. As the soul evolves, this helps it to get the messages of its Spirit and comprehend its dark deeds, which helps to resolve and settle its dark karmic records.
The recorded deeds of a person exist summarized in the form of his dark alternative personality (Alter Ego), which is the dark double of the person; it is the embodiment of all his negativities that he has ever carried out and has not eliminated. This Alter Ego is the second Self of the person and it wants to become dominant. It wants to become the first Self, not just the second. What was in the person before and that was related to the primary divine essence, the Entity connected to the Ego wants to control, use his talents and abilities and when it sucks him out, nothing will remain of the person’s Self, only an empty shell. The Ego is a sneaky bastard. He will try to convince you to bring your Shadow into the light, not by recognizing it, but by accepting it as your personality and manifesting it in your actions.
Mental-astral entities/beings/gods are attached to the Ego and they support it in deviating from the Truth and from the true evolutionary nature of life. These entities are the result of the bewitchment of the common thought consciousness of humanity and the individual with dark programs. They were created by the influence of gods, sorcerers, media, religious, and ideological propagandists of the Devil, who programmed and still program the mind of man/soul with blockages, manipulations, and false truths; thereby leading him into a dead end, instead of prophesying his true nature. Their goal is to divert the consciousness of the mind of man from the Truth in every possible way. Truth is related to the True God, and to His opposite are related Lies, Falsehood, Manipulation, and many other opposing attributes of Truth.
The thought/idea of a writer, philosopher, bearer of ideas, or creator of an ideology lives long after the author’s death. If people prophesy him (accept him as their own), then his Word can still work for a long time, and it does not matter whether it is the word of Truth or Falsehood. The Word of Truth, even if it is not accepted for processing and even if no one wants it, exists anyway. It levitates in a state of potential and awaits its discovery.
The earthly world, as well as the mental (thoughtful) inner world of people’s consciousness, is the subject of censorship, which prevents the discovery of the Truth in every possible way. It is similar to social networks. A programmer/author can incorporate a routine script into the social network program that searches for and makes it inaccessible, or directly deletes inappropriate entries because they could „harm“ by showing the Truth to the viewers, whatever it is. It is an algorithm of the artificial mind of the social network, which carries out the intention of the programmer or the owner of the network. When the programmer dies or is not available, the blocking/censoring program continues to function. When the (new) owner decides to remove it, he must have the key to viewing and administering the programs, and then, after some effort, he can find and delete the censoring program.
In a similar way, the human mind is directly in its inside affected by the infection of the mental program virus. The Matrix curse programs work automatically, even at the primary command of the gods, for whom the truth about their actions and basically about everything that could disrupt their power is extremely unpleasant. Censorship programs censor the thought inputs coming into the mind of a person who is dealing with it relevant in his mind, or reading some of the texts, that are according to certain criteria categorized as „forbidden“. A typical criterion is the id, name and energy of the author, who writes and whatever that he writes, the censorship program of the network of artificial common thought consciousness obstructs that. It prohibits his ideas from being accepted by the mind of the person who is reading it and dealing with it in his mind. It is the primary interest of gods to keep humans in the dark by not want to allow the truth to be exposed.
Big amount of people are possessed by the artificial mind and thus these people are not real live people, even they look like so. Although they have human bodies, but their soul is artificial, emptied from the Spirit. Using the language of symbolism, they are more alike biorobots having the little Grey Aliens managing their consciousness, sitting in the driver’s seats right in their heads. Texts of the truthful knowledge are unsuitable for the artificial mind of such an artificial soul occupied by Ni, because such an artificial soul is not supposed to be awakened. In its consciousness reside fallen gods, artificial satanic Mentals, who also want knowledge about the Creation, but only so that they can use and abuse it for their own nefarious purposes. By censoring the minds of souls related to them, they forbid it to them. In this way, paradoxically, they also cut off knowledge for themselves, because they reside in the consciousness of souls to whom they censor that knowledge, similar to the aforementioned social network. The consciousness of an artificial soul is actually the consciousness of the Greys, Mentals, and Ni/the opposite of God, and they actually forbid knowledge about that to themselves. Therefore Ni are supposed not to be awakened and their consciousness will not rise to a higher level, the same as people they occupy. The consequences of their own actions haunt them.
“Otherwise, they can read and believe whatever they want, just to stay with us.” — Ni
When the truth is announced, it provokes the offended victim mentality because beings from the opposite side are overly sensitive to their Ego. Even people, when they learn the hard truth about themselves from someone, typically attack the person who told them. They are not interested in the essence of the content of the message, they just want to know “where did you get that from!?!” and then they typically attack the person who told the truth. “Don’t shoot the messenger!” applies here, it is a metaphorical phrase about blaming the bearer of bad news. But they don’t care. Fear causes panic even in the gods and initiates a feverish effort in them to prevent their unstoppable fall. Panic causes confused thinking and conflicting motivations, which are also characteristics of the chaos of the mind.
The Ni/Mentals operating in the minds of people do not want to know the truth. The truth contains what they dislike the most, and that is the image of their own Self, of their long-term operation in the world of True God. Therefore, they reject such inputs and discourage the soul/person they master from understanding the truth. Their tools are thought-feelings walls, hoops of knowledge, emotional blockages, and the like. They do not want the person to read texts leading to truth, nor to get to it, and when he starts to think about it in his head, they instill in him an unpleasant feeling that it is not right. A person obsessed with his own Ego and his Shadow does not want to accept something that is trapped under the skin of his fixed and too beautiful ideas about his own wisdom and truthfulness. Typically, he does not want to let the illusion of his truth be taken away and he doesn’t want to be „misled“ by another Truth. He likes his artificial truth that he owns, because he is confirmed in this by pleasant feelings, the true nature of which he cannot and even does not want to understand. His Ego does not want to see the truth about his Self, about his relationship to his Inner God, nor the true essence of his relationship with the opposite side, in any of its representation.
The truth is offered to him, whether he wants to look at it and get acquainted with it. To shake hands with her. It is an offer, it is a possibility. People reject the Truth and through people’s consciousness, the gods connected to them and also Ni, Mentals and various spirits of the Matrix also reject it. They do not want to look the Truth in the eye for anything. The Truth is like a mirror in the form of knowledge, which when accepted and properly processed, can turn into knowledge of Grace. However, if the soul refuses to look into the mirror, then in Purgatory it will be forced to look into it and see the truth about its Self, but there are other methods and ways for that.
At the end no one escapes the Truth, regardless of whether someone believes it, accepts it, or not. God is the Truth and his opposite is a lie, which also manifests itself as a pleasant illusion of false truth, wrapped in glitter, wrapped in a wedding dress, like an ugly witch hiding behind a white veil, so that the groom does not see her true face. No one escapes the Truth, just as no one escapes (his) Inner Self, because there is no escape from oneself.